he din turn up for sch today. am i surprise? nope. he was absent on last thursday too. if you’re asking me why, beat me. because i’m his girlfriend, yet i too, do not know why he’s missing for the day. but anyway, its ok. i’m like getting used to how our communication goes. Zhen Liang keep asking me to break. but i really cant. because i love him.
today is the date to submit EOM. yet, i din. i was like delaying && delaying. but tomorrow is my extended due date. just one day onl la. =-= tomorrow is the deadline for Written Report. && i can bet, almost 60% of the cohort who takes PW will be rushing their W.R. today. && my group? c’mon man. JAVAR rocks. we completed almost 70% of our researchs during the June holidays! because that time we were so scare not enuf time to revise for block test so we rushed through the research to keep revision going. thank gawd. JAVAR was like the slackest group of SG14. when the other groups were doing the discussion for the final draft, we were actually dping the editing of font size. XP && we even let ourselves off to lunch break 20 minutes earlier than usual. ha!
but the bad news && silliest news is that ME && JUNDA has to do the EOM! we are like one of those sad sad miserable souls who have to rush thru their EOM tonight. sighs, i still have to do my maths! thank gawd tomorrow’s econ time test is cancelled. otherwise, anyone would witness me pulling my hair.
mdm myl suck. she was so picky over my fringe, my earrings, my necklace && my colored sports ***. wth?! can you imagine?! she is SO irritating. bibs got mad over her cus of the fringes too. haihs. charmaine, skirt too short ah! XP the bad new is…tomorrow is follow up. should i go gaga? no way man.
my best friend’s story:
so what if its his birthday today? that i have to sing him the song? why should i? && that what he said? we were the best friends he ever had? he came to school for us, to see us? he’s now afraid of me? or carina? hello. this is his bull shitting man. i was pissed over his final draft for his eom. he told me he had yet to start on it when i asked. && now that his final draft is so fucking fast done? god knows. probably you’re one liar who actually lied that you haven start it yet? i dono. i assume it as so. nan talked to you, doesnt mean i would. nor does it mean carina would. because first of all, you started all these. you created that stir in the drink, not me, not nan, no carina. the other day when you walked over to the table, i’m sure you knew, you knew i wanted you to turn && walked the opposite direction immediately. what’s lost is lost. people asked, is it really impossible to forgive him. i answered within myself.
its not because you are unforgiven. but because the way you sms, it was totally wrong. you know you are in the wrong, yet you only said, “shit la, i should not have sent that sms.” sincerity? no. forgiveness? no. i gave you a chance to explain yourself the day you came back to school after you sent that sms. && did you tell me? if you treated me && nan && carina as friends, sms would never come that way. perhaps it reli does hurt to see all these, if one day you ever pass by. but its the truth. the thought of it makes me think you treat us as friends, friends who have to see your attitude.
